i'm relaxing 'n' doing nothing...
i keep eating cuz i'm bored...

i've been feeling pretty empty lately, i'm not sure why..
probably because of lack of socializing..
i don't think so..
last nite i was "lepaking" with erna n areyum..
they are 2 years younger but it's always been a blast with them...

talked on d phone with my fiance, but he seems not really in d mood means tired.. pity him...been bz lately with his tight schedule....
then, just left d iphone in my room..x expecting text from anybody since my fiance went to bed D..
i went out to see erna..
after we finished watching movie "kereta Hantu Manggarai"..stupid but scary 'n' irrelevant..
i returned to my room "n" again i dunno what to do..

i hate weekend..
coz basically, i have nothing to do on weekend...
except for resting n chilling..
'n' this is really not my thing..because that will be resting + too much thinking..
i prefer doing something like ... i dunno...
i just want my real life..my room, cars, 'n' shopping mall..
owhh yesss my "lisa" ..
but since she's bz with her job n bf 'n' again i need to find someone else to hang out with..
i really miss d moment we always hang out together.."our night's life"..
we went to Bangsar, Hartamas..bla bla bla..just to enjoy d foods..talking n laughing..
huh....
i just need someone like her..can listen to me 'n' never make fun of it..
can cheer me up..with her stupid jokes n ideas..
yeahhh u really cool babe...